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| | Subject: | New Blog | | Time: | 12:12 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/niaha/kitty/ankgeekp.gif) geeky |
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| So I don't really use LJ all that much clearly from my lack of posts.... LOL but I'm making a site with Corey's awesome help specifically aimed at anime. I guess it's my forte since i don't really have much else going for me... :| but anyway!
I'll still be kicking around here commenting and maybe putting a post or 2 here and there but all of my efforts will be going towards this anime blog venture of mine.
http://oishiianime.com/
I hope to make it successful and enjoyable for people to read. hopefully start making a little bit of money too somehow :) still figuring all this stuff out but all I have is time these days. I have a twitter as well that I actually follow a lot everyday... it's a lame fad but it's great for the anime community and making connections with other anime fans.
https://twitter.com/andrea_chii
Working on the deco for euphoria X is fun but hard. my poor back can't handle sitting on the floor and moving around after this weekend of harsh traveling... I'll make another post about last weekend when i can see properly. the pills I'm taking for my back give me dizziness and blurry vision as side effects yet i still have the pain >.< yeah same old shitty situation that I don't think will ever get fixed but I keep hoping for it. | comments: Tell me more   |
| yeah. life has been terrible the past month.
no details in here but wow.
I want all the pain to go away. PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY
reached another low point in life... yay.... | | comments: 1 comment or Tell me more |
| 1. Where is your mobile phone?: none
2. Your significant other?: awesome
3. Your hair?: brown
4. Your mother?: meh
5. Your father?: meh
6. Your favourite thing?: corey
7. Your dream last night?: amazing
8. Your favourite drink?: vodka
9. Your dream/goal?: living
10. The room you're in?: computer
11. Your ex?: asshole
12. Your fear?: lonelyness
13. Where do you want to be in 6 years?: married
14. Where were you last night?: bed
15. What you're not?: healthy
16. Muffins?: blueberry
17. One of your wish list items?: happy
18. Where you grew up?: ottawa
19. The last thing you did?: anime
20. What are you wearing?: housecoat
21. Your TV?: hockey
22. Your pets?: awesome
23. Your computer?: white
24. Your life?: meh
25. Your mood?: shitty
26. Missing someone?: no
27. Your car?: truck
28. Something you're not wearing?: underwear
29. Favourite Store?: none
30. Your summer?: interesting
31. Like someone?: corey
32. Your favourite colour?: purple
33. When is the last time you laughed?: earlier
34. Last time you cried?: yesterday | | comments: 1 comment or Tell me more |
| I've always sucked at writing in here. Mostly cause I just hate reading how pathetic my life is when I do write in here about what's actually happening to me.
Anyway... The last time was Boston. Which was amazing little weekend. We went to this town by the ocean called Rockport (I think :P) Sarah's parents own a house right at the ocean doorsteps. It was lovely. It was so nice to just go and chill out with a bunch of great friends. Ben, Sarah, Corey, Ryan, and Pat. It would have been lovely if Tom & Tristen was there but Tristen is in Chicago.... and Tom...... well it's a wound that is slowly healing among us all. We actually got to see Tom a few weeks ago. Which was nice. I've missed him and sadly I do notice a change but hopefully things will be back to normal eventually. I drank a lot that weekend and ended up telling Sarah a lot of very personally things. I don't even fully remember some of it but it was a really long conversation that lasted till 6 a.m. A few days ago she asked Corey is I was doing ok. Which was kinda nice for a change cause I feel that no one really cares how or if I'm doing ok anymore.
I've gone back to school..... I'm not liking it very much at all right now... But I'm hoping that I'll start to enjoy it more as I get to different modules... I fucking hate French... I can't learn it for the life of me... I have very BASIC French that gets me by and that's sadly all that will go in my head. It makes me feel very very stupid all the time.... Which is making me not want to be at school... not to mention having to try and learn certain things about English that I really should know but yet again will not go into my head.....
Money sucks, health sucks (BIG TIME), and overall things just aren't looking good right now. I'll spare the details on these cause really.... yeah... pathetic.... that's me and always will be. | | comments: 1 comment or Tell me more |
| | Subject: | Boston | | Time: | 11:52 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/niaha/kitty/ankscaredp.gif) anxious |
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| I'm going to Boston tomorrow
That is all. | | comments: Tell me more |
| | Subject: | Manga | | Time: | 11:23 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/niaha/kitty/ankawakep.gif) awake |
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| So when we were in Ottawa this weekend I actually bought a manga! I bought some when I was in Vancouver but it wasn't anything new. Just completing my 2 series. Tokyo Mew Mew and Demon Diary.
The one I picked up I suppose you could call it a one shot. It's called The One I Love by CLAMP. It's just 12 little love stories all rolled into one. But it looks so pretty I just had to have it.
It's been a while since I browsed a manga section not worrying about how long it was going to take. There's a lot of new stuff out there that I really want. *sighs* | | comments: Tell me more |
| Friday was Danny's Hack the Planet party. Was a awesome good time. ^_^"
Corey played a wicked set and so did DanDan <3 My back didn't hurt one bit allll night! So I danced my ass off which I haven't done in like FOREVER! Getting drunk with everyone was fun. Ryan is hilarious as always. *hands in pants* ohh my! We gave him a lift from Montreal as well so we got lots of chatting and funniness on the way.
Saturday we lounged around downtown all day till we went to JenJen and DanDan's wedding social. I love them soooo much. It makes me happy just to be in the room with those two. <3
Today we visited my parents and then went back home. We stopped off in Montreal to visit Pat and had a lovely dinner. The BEEF was DELICIOUS! | | comments: 1 comment or Tell me more |
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| Must start work on curtain! I'm thinking tomorrow morning when Corey is gone to Coaticook to move some sand for his dad. hahaha he gets to work on his birthday!
I'm gonna make him some brownies because he just came up here about an hour ago and said he wanted some at midnight :P LOL
Scratch that. :( The eggs are well expired :( So He'll have to wait till tomorrow for delicious brownies.
I just realized that I haven't made an anime post in a while. So I'll do that sometime soon. I've watched quite a lot since the last time so I have a lot to talk about. | | comments: Tell me more |
| | Time: | 05:38 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/niaha/kitty/anktiredp.gif) bored |
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| Thursday: Very draining :( I hate funerals and I've gone to 2 this year alone :( Hopefully no more anytime soon. We all went to lunch at the Gorge after going to the cemetery and then back home for rest. Dinner consisted of ordering chinese food, watching You don't mess with the Zohan (which i don't recommend but Corey does haha) and drinking a fair amount of wine and beer.
Friday: Asher went back home. We went to the farm to weed our veggie garden and mow the lawn. Our first harvest was peas and a few carrots. Lots and lots of peas!!! They are soooo huge and soooo tasty. The carrots are quite small but we needed to take some away so the others can grow bigger. Our garden is looking wonderful.
Saturday: I watched anime all day and Corey did a lot of web work.
Sunday: I watched anime all day and Corey did a lot of web work again..
Monday: I watched anime all day and Corey did a lot of web work again... :P The site should be up soon thank god. It's been a good 5+ years LOL and he's been working so hard on it. I hope people like it.
Today: Corey went out to the farm to paint and I went shopping with his mom for the curtain liner and other odds and ends. Which included getting my transcript in to the right person to make it all happy for Quebec. She doesn't start work till Friday so I'll have to wait till then to have everything up and going.
Once home I weeded my gardens here as they needed a lot of attention because with me being away for a month the weeds build up. Some were bigger than me!!! There wasn't a lot of work to do which was nice. I have a small little bit in the back left to do because our neighbors were having dinner and staring at me while I was working which made me feel a little awkward.
Tonight I'm either going to finish Lucky Star or Banner of the Stars II + movies or I'm going to start the sewing job of curtains and 2 pillows.
July ends this week and August is actually packed full of stuff. Every weekend we have something planned.
Tomorrow we're going over to our friends house to watch Irish Zombie movies and drink a lot of beer
Saturday is Corey's birthday so lots of craziness will be had I hope
Aug 8-9 Hack the Planet & JenJen and DanDan's Wedding Bash
Aug 16 Emily & Ryan's Wedding Bash
Aug 22-24 Boston on the BEACH!!!! Yay ocean!
Sometime in between all this we might go to Quebec City to see one of those special 400 Birthday thingys.
ok that was a lot of writing. I've decided on anime for the rest of the night. :P | | comments: Tell me more |
| i wish my vacation was really one. Sadly it wasn't :( There's too much stress going on in life right now to have any free brainless time.
Vancouver should have been really awesome. And some of it really was. But most just wasn't :( I'll make a proper post about the entire trip later. It's sad that I learned so much about family during that time that is really just all unbelievable.
Toronto was ok but a little stressful as well. When will James get air conditioning! :P
We took a small day trip to Niagara Falls just me and Corey. That I believe was the closest to vacation that either one of us has gotten. That day was so wonderful and for just one day I did forget everything and was happy just to be. Just for one day....
WEMF was ok. Corey's set was really good but I was very disappointed that no one came out to see him. Can't trust ravers to do a damn thing :(
We saw Madam Zeu on Friday and she was really good. Played some good tunes. I got really drunk. Saw what's his face... ummm I'll think of it later... But he's Mr. cheese of cheese happy hardcore shit. We just went to laugh a lot. He train wrecked a lot of the time which make it all the more funny. Went and saw Mark EG later on. He played some great tunes and I danced a lot. So much that I ended up overdoing it and hurt my back. So for the rest of the night I was cranky and in a great deal of pain. Maybe I should have drank more? So we started to pack up our gear to make the morning quick and painless. Good thing too because I was sick as hell in the morning. THANK YOU PMS!!!
I've gotta do something about this poor body of mine. I'm always ill or feeling like shit. Everyday feels like my last and I'm only fucking 23 years old....
The biggest reason why I haven't even wrote anything in here till today is because I'm dealing with Corey's grandmother's death. Her funeral is on Thursday. Everyone is really quiet and just pretending to be ok. It's quite obvious that no one is ok though. We went to the Farm on Monday and it was very emotional. No one was crying but it was there... uhhgg enough about this... :(
I pray for the day that I wake up and EVERYTHING falls into place..... I'm gonna be praying for a long time.... | | comments: Tell me more |
| We're attempting to make it to Ottawa tomorrow. I was hoping early but now I'm not so sure....
Asher is here.... Gerry's mother isn't doing well and he thinks she is not going to last the week... She hasn't been well for a long time and it doesn't help with the resent passing in February of her husband....
Corey doesn't do well in these situations which makes it all the more worse for me because I'm not good at dealing with it either let alone comforting him :( I fail miserable at it really...
I'm having a terrible time figuring out what I should be doing.
*sighs*
Not what I need right now when I'm suppose to be getting ready to leave for 3 weeks to enjoy myself :( as selfish as that sounds.... *SIGHS* | | comments: 1 comment or Tell me more |
| | Erika's birthday so Happy birthday! Hopefully I'll get to talk to you today other wise I'll see you soon! :D | | comments: Tell me more |
| We went and put the boat on the water Saturday. Took it out for a little ride too. Corey sais that we are going to go on it a little more cause he really enjoyed himself. YAY because I love boating and it would be nice to go all the way down to New Port if possible. ^_^"
I'm getting more and more excited about my train trip. I haven't packed or really though about it much yet though. I need to get on that badly. Just another thing that proves I'm not myself these days cause I would normally NEVER leave such an important task to the last minute. I did manage to make a list a while ago. But as I look it over now it seems like a lot more than it really is
~ANIME~
Put *ALL* DVD's into one small case
Honey and Clover I & II - 26 & 12 = 12 hours
Full Moon wo Sagashite - 52 = 18 hours
Eureka Seven - 50 = 17 hours
Kiddy Grade - 24 = 7 hours
.hack//Roots - 26 = 8 hours
My-Hime - 26 = 8 hours
Read Or Die - 26 = 8 hours
Stellvia of the Universe - 26 = 8 hours
You're Under Arrest! - 51 & 1 & 4 & 26 & 5 & 23 + 1 Movie = 38 hours
Slayers - 26 & 3 & 26 & 26 & 3 + 4 movies = 33 hours
InuYasha - 167 + 4 movies = 60 hours
Card Captor Sakura - 70 + 2 movies = 25 hours
Movies
Happy feet
iceage 2
Belowolf
harry potter
~Clothing~
swimsuit
t-shirts
long sleved shirts
pants
skirts
dress
shorts
jammies
socks
panties
undershirts
sweaters
towel
little wash towel
running shoes
2-3 Sandles
blanket
pillow
hat
~Money~
$500 cash in bank
lots of saving on the Visa just in case
~Personal items~
soap
little bottle of conditioner
lotion
shampoo
kleneex
deoderant
hair brush
hair accessories
razor with 3 heads
tooth brush
tooth paste
lint brush
little black case
sunscreen
new bottle of advil
fancy purse
DS + charger
MP3 Player
head phones
splitter headphone thingy
Heroes 3 CD
2-4 books
camera
batteries AAA + AA
2 pens
blank notebook
laptop
- charger
- music
- movies
- programs
~Things I should do while there~
As you can see i still have no idea what I really want to do while there. More than half of that anime I have listed I'm not bringing and ended up being replaced with other titles. And a lot of that stuff that actually is on the Personal list isn't going to be brought because it's not necessary :P
I should go and start thinking about this stuff as there is less than a week left! | | comments: Tell me more |
| | Subject: | Pain | | Time: | 11:41 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/niaha/kitty/anksadp.gif) crappy |
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| It's really amazing how much pain and suffering the human body can dish out and take for that matter. Mentally and physically.
I can't stop crying just because the tears really do help get rid of at least some of the pain. Lying down doesn't help. Standing doesn't help. NOTHING fucking helps! My pills are having no effect. I've taken a total of 4 already which is way more than I should be taking. I'm really thinking of taking more but I don't wanna risk it even though I think dying right now would be way better than dealing with this pain any longer... (don't take that litterly)
Last month was really bad too. The pain was slightly worse that time though cause it actually brought on a HUGE crying fit which turned into a really REALLY bad anxiety attack. I'm glad Corey was in the shower and my dad was out buying me some ginger ale because I honestly didn't want to be seen by anyone in that state. My mom was there but at least she didn't over react about it.
As much as I HATE doctors I really want to go and see one. I can't keep living like this. It's unbearable really. Right now I wish I didn't procrastinate so much about my health card. Yet it's even more of a piss off since now I'm waiting on the government to send me all the info back.
*sighs* | | comments: 2 comments or Tell me more |
| | Subject: | WEMF | | Time: | 01:26 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/niaha/kitty/ankhappyp.gif) happy |
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| Corey's playing at it this year! Which means we get in for FREE! Huzza a little money saved! I hope they give us enough money for gas though. Cause well that's gonna be a good $200+ probably :S
Other than that the line up is pretty meh. For it being the "last" one they should have splurged a little or something. I wanna see YOJI and CLSM! :P
*shakes fist that CLSM didn't come in 2006*
Either way though it's always a good time and a great party. Even if it is just an excuse to drive a very VERY long way to drink and camp with friends and awesome stranger who share the love for EDM! | | comments: 1 comment or Tell me more |
| http://www.anime-planet.com/anirec/jinki-extend - Series
ummmmmmmm. Eva or FMP anyone LOL
ok well it was an alright watch. None of the characters really stood out. It was just one big mess of them really. Music sucked. I hated the intro and the ending songs. The animation was absolutely nothing special. Paper hair! The mecha's looked pretty cool but that's as close as I'm going to get to a compliment about the art.
I did enjoy the story. It wasn't anything special either but it was interesting how it was told. Jumping back and fourth from past to future I found to be quite good. A little annoying sometimes because when it happened you'd have to really think about it and look at the characters cause well they look the same in the past and present. Whatever happened to people growing up. LOL | | comments: Tell me more |
| Saturday: Ben had a going away BBQ. It was a lot of fun despite only knowing 4 people there. Ryan kept me pretty entertained all night. Not to mention those bottles of wine. ;) Once they are all settled in Boston we are going to go and visit in August sometime. I can't wait to see the ocean!
Sunday: Didn't do much. It rained a lot. It was Fathers Day so I sent a message to my dad. He didn't seem to wanna talk for some reason though as our conversation was just me saying happy day and he saying thanks. *shrugs* something weird is going on there...
We watched a lot of Kenshin which was fun. We're on episode 31 out of 95. I might make my goal of watching it all before we leave for Ottawa at the end of the month but it's hard to get Corey to sit down for more than 2 or 3 episodes at a time.
We went out to dinner at this new Fondue place that opened a few months ago. It was really amazing and I'm really glad I was hungry cause damn was there ever a lot to eat. I had all 3 different types of fondue. Cheese, Broth, and Chocolate! There were a lot of sauces to choose from as well. 30 different ones I think. And they had about 15 different types of meat as well. Corey's dad got boar and ostrich.... I actually tried the ostrich. It was surprisingly really good. Everything was $30 which I found to be really reasonable considering all the awesomeness that was had! I felt so fat and stuffed after that meal!
Monday: wasn't a good day although I did a lot.... kinda... not really.... I had the worst anxiety ALL day... No matter what I did I couldn't get rid of it. It was horrible. We even went to go and see a movie.. Hulk. It wasn't good. But in the theater I just kept having more and more anxiety attacks... or whatever the hell is happening to me. We came back home and Corey mowed the lawn and I started to slowly go through stuff in the garage. Found a few interesting things. Comic books and sports cards were among some interesting things. As soon as Corey was done mowing it started to rain. So we came inside and ended up watching Iron Man. Which was a better movie than Hulk. I wish we could have gone to see that in theaters instead. And since our movie watching for the day clearly wasn't fulfilled we watched Kung Fu Panda. Which was AWESOME! hehehe made me think of Corey :P
Today: We went out to the farm around noon. Pretty late but we had to take care of the dog here first. Corey mowed the lawn and I helped his dad clean out the garage. Well attempt to clean. We actually got a lot done and sorted which was good. It should take another day or 2 to get it all in order. I love helping people go through stuff cause I'm not attached to any of it so I can tell them you should throw this away cause you don't use it. hehehe Most of the time Corey's dad listened to my suggestions on stuff as well so it was really good. After that we came home and did nothing.
I've slowly started to make recommendations for the AP database. About damn time but it's a start. I have to be in a writing mood to do them and it doesn't happen often... Hell look at this huge post. Yeah I clearly wanna write today. Maybe I'll pull up some short story ideas later on and give a go at it. | | comments: 4 comments or Tell me more |
| http://www.anime-planet.com/anirec/jyu-oh-sei - Series
This one was a surprise enjoyment. The Summery of it makes it seem rather dull. But the character development and interaction with one another was pretty darn good. It even managed to surprise me a little as well. Which is a HUGE accomplishment because I almost always "see it coming" None of the characters really annoyed me so that was another accomplishment for this anime as well. Tiz was a little annoying but I could see why she was being whiny so it wasn't that bad.
I found it a little weird that it only had 11 episodes so I though that the end was going to be rushed or just not really end. Nothing about this was rushed which made me feel good at the end. I still have to think a little more about the ending but it was what I expected and very fitting. I even went back and watched the last few minutes of the last episode to make my thoughts more complete about it and I'm satisfied.
I really like killer plants! The RE fan in me came out a little there sorry :P
I didn't find the music all that great but here's a neet little fact I found out.
The voice actor for Thor was the same person singing the opening theme "how deep is your heart" Kōichi Dōmoto.... Wish I could say I liked the song but I didn't. | | comments: Tell me more |
| So we got up kinda early to go out to the farm today. Got there at 10am LOL if you wanna call that early. :P
I started off doing a little garden work but got quickly distracted by the little garage that we are tearing down to replace it with a new better model. Watching Corey smash it with the tractor is really fun and throwing all the big and little pieces of wood into the bin is really fun as well!
So the gardens were ignored today :P I did a little work along the part where it's covered in rocks but that's about it. I still have to finish 3 more :P and the rock part as well. If I get my way I'll be able to make 2 more gardens as well! hehehe *evil smile* These ones will have to be done different than all the others though because they are going to be around pine trees. And you know how pine trees can be with their stupid roots sticking out of the ground then going back under again. I'm going to make a big border for them so that the mower doesn't ride over the roots anymore. But the border has to be easy to mow around so it's going to be a foot or so high. I can't wait to start this project!
I like going out there everyday. I don't think about ANYTHING! Which is really amazing considering I almost always am thinking about something. But there I just think about what I'm doing at that moment. "Should I pull out that plant? Mmmmm look a butterfly!" Just silly thoughts like that cross my mind all day long. Not to mention the random sneaking up on Corey to tackle hug him. :P It's too bad that after a nice long day like that I have to come home and all the painful thoughts just come pouring back. I am doing slightly better though. I don't wake up sick wanting to puke anymore. I have my aches and pains still but they are nothing like what they use to be. Pretty sore today because of lifting and tossing all that wood but at least I know the reason why I ache.
ok enough of this rambling for the day. I just noticed that I'm a little sleepy so I'm gonna go downstairs and fall asleep watching Lucky Star. ^_^ hopefully tomorrow I'll get up a little earlier to get out there sooner... oh and remember the sunscreen tomorrow as well. I didn't wear any today so I'm a little red but not burned. Which is good cause I'm a little tired of looking like a spoooOoOOOOky ghost! | | comments: Tell me more |
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